I never knew

I am on a journey
Which started in an unknown past
Taking me into an unknown future
A future, with no promises to fulfill

When I was a child, I knew nothing
An age when I knew not, if anything exists
And it has just gone unnoticed
I knew neither happiness nor sorrow
For I was oblivious to both
They were there and I was there
With no attachment with either

When I was growing in days
There came my matters of concern
In which process, my thoughts began
I began to love them, a change I call
Change forward or backward, I never knew
For it gave me both happiness and sorrow
I knew not, if it existed before
When it existed, I knew not what it is

I know I will meet my end someday
Will says ‘make it meaningful’ by that day
What makes a meaning, I never understood
I have no aims and no places to reach
I know not what they mean
And why they get weighed up
I lay in confusion as thought has killed the child in me

What shall I make from my life?
Hell or heaven, never matters
For a life which was born to die
For whom I am writing this, I never knew
A journey with no meaning, if it is to have one
Will the end give me a new beginning, I don’t know